I Have Been an on and Off Heroin Addict for Many Many Years. I Mostly Do It Recreationally but When I Have?

Question by jello: i have been an on and off heroin addict for many many years. i mostly do it recreationally but when i have?
been addicted it has been entirely purposefully, as if i need a time out from life, and i have quit when i really wanted to. not to say it hasnt been very physically and psychologically painful, for it does cause permanent mood problems. i have recreationally smoked crack for many years, it has only been recent that i had become a crackhead. i didnt know i was a crackhead at the time, i thought it was the same as heroin, that i was in control, and i was, kind of. anyway, after a year i kicked, and quite easily at that, and it has been several months since i’ve done it, but i keep getting these images of smoking crack that cause extreme physical urges. the truth is, crack isnt even fun. it causes me to become crazy and paranoid, but the desire is so strong anyway. . apparently lab rats will desire crack to their deaths. why do i desire a drug thats not fun? as opposed to heroin, which is physically more addictive more enjoyable, but doesnt cause me such immediate desire?

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Answer by mlgable
You need to get some professional help for your addictions. Without proper help and medication to curb the urges and flashbacks as well as any other problems you may have you may not win the battle of quiting drugs. In the end the drugs might just end up killing you even after you quit using them so get help while you can. My brother in law quit taking his meds to control his flashback etc and wound up committing suicide so please get some help before this ends up causing more damage.

Answer by jessica_sava
u no just hearing you talk about these drugs is killen me BRO U NEED A LIFE cause drugs are ruining the one u have now i swear if only i could slap some sence into u

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